This is pretty hard. There are a lot of things that I am pretty upset about inside, but I’m not sure if I blame myself for anything.
I need to forgive myself for not finishing my education. Yes, it is a big deal. Yes I will finish my education, but next spring all of my friends are going to be graduating, and I’m stuck here with no degree. It kills me. I can’t describe how angry I am that I’m not in school anymore. I can’t get a good job until I get an education. I’m not a GOOD ENOUGH citizen until I get an education.
I was a year and a half away. I had figured out the major for me, and I was finally going to get my education and my life back in line after the worst year of my life, and it was all just stripped away from me.
Moral of the story, I have a lot of pent up anger about my education.
